My OwN LiTtLe CaNvAs Of ThOugHtS

dogs i like

but never cats

my fourth night there

at 4 in the morning

i was wondering what is that sound

when i opened my eyes

there was this cat on my pillow

just centimetres away from my face

thank god i didn’t scream and wake up the entire floor

i tried using my bolster to move it yet it wouldn’t budge

finally i tilted my pillow

it jumped onto the floor

curled into a ball and slept there

i was like you stupid cat i want you to get out not sleep on the floor

i opened my room door and it left

i flipped my pillow case inside out

but i was still too terrified to sleep

but i was so sleepy that i was fast asleep in a matter of minutes

the next day i took out all my covers

soaked, scrubed and washed them well

from that day forth i now sleep with the windows close

since then

each time i walk pass a cat i shiver in fear

i’m home!

yay!

real, home cooked food finally

after two weeks of eating out

i always thought that i would be among the weaker ones since i’m so spoilt and all

but i wasn’t

i never was home sick

i never cried coz i couldn’t take the verbally and mentally abusive college orientation

and on friday after my last lecture

i turned to my friend ingel and said

u know what

i don’t really feel like going home

i’m having fun here

she was like

yeah, me too!

but i guess it was because of caring and gila-gila friends like her that made me feel so at home there

i was afraid i wouldn’t be able to find friends that really match my personality

but thank god i did

though we are contented living in the environment we are in

but i can’t wait to move out

after a week of sleeping alone

i now have to share my room with two other people

it’s kinda congested

i like space and privacy

although it’s only been two weeks

still i feel that i have learned and grown a lot

when i saw jo on friday

she was like sab, u r so grown up adi

*grins widely*

bangga la

so, this is me now

a more grown-up and slightly less spoilt sabrina

*head held high, chest up and a proud smile*

oh my goodness!

it’s been ages!

i was already having withdrawal symptoms

finally!

the instant i touched the keyboard there was a burst of emotions in me

god bless my lecturer for having a meeting in kl

giving me enough time to run to the cc and catch the bus to my next lecture

but however i dun have enough time to really sit down and blog as i roughly know the place of my next lecture but finding the exact location will take awhile

so it’s time to walk back and wait for the bus

*sticks out lower lip*

oh btw, i was so excited typing my blog i accidently swallowed my gum

*shakes head*